I Am An Animal Rescuer

This was sent to me by a fellow rescuer. I thought it really hit the mark so I wanted to post it here so people could maybe find it. I've found this site about the work the author does: wildheartranch

I Am An Animal Rescuer (by Annette King Tucker)


My job is to assist God's creatures
I was born with the need to fulfill their needs
I take in new family members without plan, thought, or selection
I have bought dog food with my last dime
I have patted a mangy head with a bare hand
I have hugged someone vicious and afraid
I have fallen in love a thousand times
and I have cried into the fur of a lifeless body
I have Animal Friends and friends who have Animal Friends
I don't often use the word "pet"
I notice those lost at the road side
and my heart aches
I will hand-raise a field mouse
and make friends with a vulture
I know of no creature unworthy of my time
I want to live forever if there aren't animals in Heaven
But I believe there are!
Why would God make something so perfect and leave it behind?
We may be master of the animals,
but the animals have mastered themselves --
something people still haven't learned
War and abuse make me hurt for the world
But a rescue that makes the news gives me hope for humankind
We are a quiet but determined army
and making a difference every day
There is nothing more necessary than warming an orphan,
nothing more rewarding than saving a life,
no higher recognition than watching them thrive
There is no greater joy than seeing a baby play
who, only days ago, was too weak to eat
I am an Animal Rescuer
My work is never done
My home is never quiet
My wallet is always empty
But my heart is always full
In the game of life, I have already won!

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Wringing in the New Year

Yes, I know it is supposed to be "ringing" but it already feels as though I am being wrung out. The rescue I work with is neck deep in work, and ankle deep in help. And I am not one to talk because I am not able to help them again until the end of Feb sometime.

I am trying to get things ready for the next bout of classes. Granted I'm only taking 2 - 1 online and 1 via TV, but then I also start my dog training classes on Jan 21 so the schedule is looming.

I am trying to move my girlfriend in with me, but post surgery am not allowed to lift things, push things, pull things, or open the sliding glass door. So not much is getting done in that realm.

I am seriously bad at keeping my blog up to date, despit e a real desire to do so. Add that to the list.

I need to set up some forms for when I do dog training so that I've covered my bases as far as liability, responsibility, etc. which means I need to spend some time at the computer for that as well.

Then I also have about 30 books to read, some I've started, none I've finished, mostly about dog training/behavior but there is also the latest Harry Potter that I haven't gotten back to in over 6 months.

Arrrrgggggggg. 2006 is looking hectic!

The price of the dog does NOT make a good owner

I REALLY wanted to have a nice post today. I went out this morning with my business partners, to deliver boxes of Thanksgiving Food to families. It all seemed like a very rewarding morning. And truthfully all the families/individuals we spoke with were very nice. The disappointment came as we were just finishing up with the last box. I heard a weird screaming sound behind me that I couldn't place...as I turned around I saw a scruffy older hispanic guy picking up a little schnauzer puppy by the scruff of the neck and shaking him while the puppy screamed and fought. Then as I turned to take another look he was walking across the street hanging the puppy from it's hind legs like he was carrying a dead rabbit. By the time I got around the fence and down the driveway he was cutting through he had the pup back up in his arm. I yelled at him that if he was going to treat the pup so badly he should just give it to me. He said he wasn't treating it badly. I told him I SAW him shaking it and carrying it upside down by it's hind legs. The poor little pup is looking over the guys shoulder at me just asking to get him out of there. I told the guy I'd give him $10 for the puppy (I didn't even know what I really had in my pocket)since he must not think much of it. He had the nerve to say he spent a LOT of money on that puppy. So I told him then he better start treating it better if he spent so much money on it because the way he's treating right now is abuse. He said something I couldn't hear and slipped through the break in the chainlink fence. I told him I was going to call the police with a description of him - but he knew and I knew that around here they don't care. Nothing will happen to him and the dog will end up dead. Not to mention the sad statement it makes that this scroungy, unclean man living in a crappy apartment building paid god knows how much money - that he could have used in many constructive ways like clean clothes and a bath - on a small helpless animal that will either die because he kills it, die because he can't afford to pay for any of it's healthcare, or die because he will have screwed it up so badly that when it lands at the shelter they will have no choice. Sometimes it doesn't seem worth it to get up in the morning...

Getting Spayed

Evidently it's really offensive to say this about a human. Evidently it's really frowned upon even if you are saying it about yourself. It is really insensitive to all those women that are losing something they wanted so badly. But I have to be able to express my feelings, honestly, somewhere, without having to worry about hurting someone else's feelings that I don't even know. How is it fair that I have to NOT say what I feel about myself because someone else might be offended? I'm not saying it ABOUT them. I am not saying it FOR them. I am saying it about and for ME.

So here, in my own blog, I get to talk about what I will be going through soon. I will be going in for a hysterectomy soon. I have always had seriously bad periods. When I was young they were so painful I passed out a few times. An emergency room gave me demerol for the pain, and made me stay the weekend thinking I had a ruptured spleen - even though I kept telling them it was just my period.

So, being a dog person, I used to ask why I couldn't just get spayed. I have NO desire to be pregnant - never have never will. And I am sorry if women who want to and can't find that offensive but dammit I am allowed to express my own feeling. I'm not saying to them, you can't so live with it or you can't and I can but won't (don't actually know there's any thruth to that) so nyah nyah nyah. I am simply saying I am going through a whole lot of pain and misery to hold on to something I am NEVER going to use. And since I am never going to use it, and it causes me so much discomfort, lets just spay me. See I don't view spay and neuter as bad words, so I don't look at this as a bad thing. In the animal world of our civilized society S/N has a very useful purpose, many actually. Not only does it prevent unwanted litters it also protects our beloved pets from various health risks and cancers that they should not have to risk simply because some people think they should remain intact for some reason. If you aint gonna use it, and it causes problems, lose it. So that's what I'm doing. It does not make me less a woman. I am not defined by my body parts. I know many women are tied to their anatomy for their definition of self but it doesn't matter to me personally if I no longer have a uterus. I was born a woman and that isn't going to change after 40 some years simply because a body part is now missing. That's like saying all humans have 2 legs so if you lose a leg you are now somehow not human. And I know, again I am being insensitive because that is exactly what people go through emotionally when they do lose a leg. I'm just saying, I don't see myself that way.

I am not going to wake up one morning and wonder "what the hell have I done? I can never have a baby now!" It just isn't in my make up. And I have to say that I can not be the only woman out there that feels that way. I want to go to and utilize the information and support that is offered on many sites about hysterectomy, but I feel as though I am not allowed to truly express my feelings without being labeled insensitive, crass, unkind, thoughtless. So I have to lurk quietly and just read what I can. But I can't ask questions that pertain to NOT feeling a great loss. I can't ask questions that pertain to NOT crying over babies that won't be. I need somewhere that will accept questions after surgery NOT related to those things. And If you say no it's not that because I don't miss that - then you are thoughtless of all the women that do. Uhoh, no more help for you. You are not a woman. Please don't post your insensitive questions on our site. NOT that I've been kicked off of any sites because I read the rules about posting first so I already know I can't ask those questions. It's just like when I was a kid and I knew I could not ask questions about certain things. I just had to wait and see if someone dropped an answer without thinking about it. But if you actually asked the question then you were labeled.

So I have to wonder, but don't yet know where to find the answers. What kind of mood swings will I have if any? Since I am not attached to the idea of kids, will I feel a new sense of freedom by not having to worry about periods or PMS? (as opposed to mourning for children not to be) Will I be greatful for no longer having to experience killer cramps or am I going to regret what I've done for some mystical reason that even I can't anticipate? Here's one for you...is there someone out there that felt just like I did before surgery that discovered that once the parts were removed you ended up having the exact same feelings of remorse as the women that did want to have kids someday? Cause that one would really mess with my head.

For now I am excited about being done with it all, and nervous about the recovery time. I actually bailed on it all 2 yrs ago and opted for a smaller fix it surgery just because of the idea of missing 6 weeks of work. Now I've figured out I can work at home after about 2 weeks, and timing it near the holidays makes for a slower work time and time already scheduled to be off. So those things have made it easier to choose. All in all it feels right.